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has been down for over 24 hours lol makes me laughhhh
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[23 Jul 2006|09:28pm] |
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soo much shit has happened.. omg
So the whole dramarama with Tracey we stopped being friends cuz of something she did which was the stupidest, sluttiest, ignorant thing EVER. i wont go into detail, because i dont wana start drama again
we have recently started talking again I guess you could call us "friends" i dont know if we'll ever really be good again because what she did would make it so awkward but idc... talking terms is really good for me
So me and Spencer got together I never thought i would date him because i hated him more than anything but anyways, yeah we were together for a looong time i guess close to 2 months.. yeahh lol thats a long time for me.
anyways.. casey stayed at his house for 3 days he wouldn't.. actually, wasnt "allowed" to talk to me the entire time she was there.. yah what a great boyfriend he supposedly stayed faithful to me the entire time i do give him credit for that.. made me happy
but since then, its been really weird for us i broke up with him and he threw a fit i guess he still wanted to be with me so he was like kissing ass to get me back Well i was so mad at him, i didnt even wana talk to him soo yeahh we broke it off
Casey is in washingtoon.. interesting She wants to fight me when she gets back and i kinda wana fight her. this isnt about spencer anymore she's a fucking cunt and runs her mouth to everybody all she does is talk shit.. and she has a rude awakening coming
She thinks i'm a pussy... HA.. just wait <3
So me Kailey and Erryn hosted a hotel party last weekend Yeah a bunch of straight edge kids showed up and jacked over $100, my camera, and nicole's camera i kinda know who it is.. and trust me, i'll get my shit back even if wes says he'll get it back for us.. uhh yah theyre not guna just get away with this shit :)
So i got drunk friday night at Trav's went home, went to work, then got drunk again at Billy's i stayed the night lastnight at Leahs which is in Anthem HELLA long drive lol
oh speaking of the girls in killa krew i was invited to join the krew
thats right bitches. dont fuck with me and my girls i will seriously fuck your shit up <3
idk what else to say but this is fucking LONG
uhh yeah haha
if you read all this, thank you
ENJOY
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| THE SHOW WAS AMAZING |
[02 Apr 2006|06:58pm] |
hh fftl fob aar
they were fanominal! yayuhhh i cant spell
anyways my cousin gave out her number she's so silly
i saw chris laney! ah i love that boy i met his girlfriend she's gorgeous
but yeah i'm going bowling PEACE YO
♥
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| GUESS WHAT TOMORROW IS |
[28 Mar 2006|04:17pm] |
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HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS, FROM FIRST TO LAST, FALL OUT BOY, ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
helllllls yah babbbyyy
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Ian told me that Chris doesnt know if he wants to keep me or not Because aparently i cant multi-task
i need to work on more than one smoothie at a time i thought i was doing that!! grrr :[
Oh well... My back always hurts after i work so if he fires me.. it'll give me a break
haha.. yahhhh
Mason's moms phone broke i havent talked to him since like.. wednesday well on the phone atleast.. it sucks :[
I was supposed to go to georgia for spring break but i didnt get my pay check in time.. so i couldnt go
oh my gosh guess what i bought my hawthorne heights tickets yesterday the floor was all sold out so me and crystal have to sit in seats :[
oh well.. we got good seats right next to the stage perfecto :D
k well im guna go i have bad cramps booo... spring break was a bad week haha
k bye
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| havent updated in a long while |
[16 Mar 2006|08:23pm] |
two and a half weeks actually well like three since i got the job at jamba juiceee :D
k bye
anywho... any whore will do....
k sorry bout that my mind is elsewhere
k bye
umm Me and Mason have come to conclusion that were just guna get married when we turn 18 cuz i mean.. why wouldn't we? were amazing. duh
We're also guna have three babies yayay :D
umm he's coming to visit all summer I also wana go visit him during spring break I'm not sure if i am, but probably this will be fun ... lol :p
His friends are really cool they're all excited to meet me
k bye
but yeah i just got home from my brothers BAND CONCERT! lol yayaya he did really good he's in 7th grade. i was impressed. yaya TRUMPET
i wana be in band again i reallllly miss the clarinet i was depressed at the concert lol
i mean.. i can still play the GEEEEtar but the clarinet too. maybe i'll start again
k well im guna go
BYE
btw new myspace pictures i think you should all go comment them www.myspace.com/fallingbck2you i will comment you back duh just like always i really like getting picture comments it makes me feel happy and happy and happy and happy
lmao
OMG ENERGY DRINKS ROCK i had a monster energy and my brother had a dr pepper we're actually really hyper
oh MY God
i think i should leave now i think ive said bye.. like 3 times? haha
actually ive only said it once but im guna go add it a few times so when i type this it'll be once so far but when you read it'll be like 100
AHHH K BYE
umm thats like 5 byes
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| job interview |
[27 Feb 2006|01:46pm] |
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sorry.. i forgot to write later that night.
the interview went really good. I GOT THE JOB!
The manager boss guy is kinda cute. hahah He just asked me about school and stuff what i like to do for fun, my personality and then he said i was nice and i got it
thank you to Kailey =]] she told him "she's really nice and a cutie" haha
anyways... i start tomorrow or wednesday YAY!
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| JAMBA JUICE INTERVIEW! |
[25 Feb 2006|05:51pm] |
I go in for a job interview today. im sooo excited! yayuhh.
I hope i get the job. i'll work with Kailey, Alex, and Leah.
this is amazing
i'll write later, tell you how it goes.
SCOTTSDALE ROAD AND THOMAS. best Jamba Juice around
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:Body: VALENTINES SURVEY
1. do you like anyone?: yeah 2. do they know it? yeah 3. do they like you? yeah
IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU. . .
4. Had someone buy you something?: yes 5. Bought something?: yeah 6. Gotten sick?: yeah 7. Been hugged?: yeah 8. Felt stupid?: yes 9. Talked to an ex?: Cory, Josh 10. Missed someone: yes 12. Eaten cereal: duh 13. Danced crazy: cha. 14. Gotten your hair cut?: did it myselfff 15. Lie?: yeah
UNIQUE
16. Any nervous habits?: i touch my hair 17. Are you double jointed?: no 18. Can you roll your tongue?: no 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yeah 20. Can you cross your eyes? yeah 21. Do you make your bed daily?: no
HAVE YOU EVER. . .
23. Said "I Love you" and meant it: yeah 24. Given money to a homeless person?: yeah 26. Waited all night for a phone call that never came?: yeah 27. Snuck out?: yeah 28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yes 29. Do you swear?: yes 30. Do you ever spit? haha, yeah **tracey, pull over, alysa has to spit* 31. In your own food?: ew, no. 32. You do your own chores?: yes 33. You like beef jerky?: im a vegetarian 34. You like pepsi or coke?: i dont drink much caffeine, but i like pepsi 35. You're happy with your hair?: i love it.. i just need to redo the black 36 You own a dog?: yeah, one at my moms, one at my dads 37. You spend your money wisely? umm sometimes 38. Do you like to swim?: yes 39. Get bored when you call a friend?: i have a phobia of the phone. i rarely call ppl 40. Are you patient? hahaaa, no
DO YOU PREFER
41. flowers or angels?: a guardian angel 42. grey or black?: depends. 43. Color or black and white photos?: depends 44. lust or love?: lust sucks.. but so does love, so whatever. 45. sunrise or sunset?: sunset 46. M&Ms or Skittles?: M&M's.. I dont eat geletin [made from pigs]
N0N VALENTiNES DAY Q`S
1. Are you in a relationship?: no 2. If so, who with?: 3. Sign?: Leo 4. believe in love at first sight?: nope 5. what about true love?: yeah 6. Have you made out with casual people?: whats a "casual person" ? 7. Would you kiss on the first date?: yes 8. you look for one night stands?: no 9. Do you enjoy recieving flowers?: yesss 10. Do you enjoy gifts from your girl/guy: i dont have one.
++VALENTINES QUESTIONS `!!++
1. you have a valentine?: kinda 2. do you like having a valentine?: yeah 3. does someone like you currently?: yeah 4. are you even worried about the upcoming holiday?: mmm... kinda. 5. whats the best gift to recieve on the day?: just spending time w/the person 6. is a little kiss (peck on cheek) during school on vday sweet?: yeah :D 7. why is this an important holiday to couples? show your love for the person 8. have you ever gotten something from someone on the day? yes
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| I got 21 problems, but my bitch aint one |
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21 QUESTIONS 001: Are we friends? 002: Are we more than friends? 003: Would you keep my secrets? 004: Would you talk bad about me? 005: What do you like best about my personality? 006: If you could change something about me what would it be? 007: Have you hugged me? 008: Have you kissed me? 009: If you could take back anything you said to me what would it be? 010: Do you love me? 011: Do you think I'm pretty? 012: Do you think I'm fragile? 013: Do you think I'm smart? 015: Whats you best memory with me? 016: Am I funny? 017: Have you seen me cry? 018: Have you seen me laugh? 019: Are you always there for me? 020: Who's my best friend? 021: What color are my eyes?
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[08 Feb 2006|07:18am] |
I feel in shape when i say 'yeah im on track'
but uhhh im not in shape
and uhhh im dying here.
my calves are like, hurting really bad. and my thighs too.
oh well, i wont get back in shape if i dont keep pushing myself.
but yeah Tracey starts today and Taylor's thinking about it too
how exciting! :]]
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1) Your gender: female (2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight (3) Single?: yes (4) Want to be?: yes (5) Your birth day: August 15, 1989 (6) Age you act: 16? (7) Age you wish you were: 16 (8) Your height: 5'5 (9) The color of your eyes: green (10) Happy with it?: yup (11) The color of your hair: black/blonde (12) Happy with it?: i gota redo the black (13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right (14) Your living arrangement?: gma, mom, stepdad, brother, dogggggy (27) Your family: is humungous (29) What's your job: sales merchandiser (30) Piercings?: ears (31) Tattoos?: not yet (32) Obsessions?: school (35) Do you speak another language? learning spanish (36) Have a favorite quote?: "fuck this shit is sour!!!" -tracey (37) Do you have a webpage?: yes
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it (38) Do you live in the moment?: yes (39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: not at all (40) Do you have any secrets?: yes (41) Do you hate yourself?: most of the time (42) Do you like your handwriting?: yup (43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes. (44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: "your eyes are pretty" (45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The Fucked up life of Alysa (46) What's your biggest fear?: heights, bugs, THE PHONE! ahhhh (47) Can you sing: yeah, but im shy about it. (48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: never. (49) Are you a loner?: nope (51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: helll no (52) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes (53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: fear, no. hate, yes (54) Are you passive or aggressive?: aggressive (55) Have you got a ?: yeah i get them all the time...wtf (56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength- being the best friend ever... weakness- not giving anybody a chance (57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: stop being a bitch (58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: love (59) How do you vent?: i yell, or hit people/walls (60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: i can be (61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: yes (62) Do you think life has been good so far?: meh (63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: what comes around goes around (64) What do you like the most about your body?: ew god. nothing. i hate my body.. I never should've quit cheer. (65) And least?: everything (66) Do you think you are good looking?: no (67) Are you confident?: sometimes (68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: i dont compare myself to characters (69) Do people know how you feel?: unfortunately (70) Are you perceived wrongly?: definately. everybody judges me, and never gets to know the real me.
DO YOU... (71) Smoke?: no (72) Do drugs?: no (73) Read the newspaper?: yes (74) Pray?: yes (75) Go to church? yes (76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: yah i get nervous though (77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes (78) Take walks in the rain?: yes (79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes (80) Drive?: yes but not legally (81) Like to drive fast?: yes
HAVE YOU EVER... (82) Liked your voice?: yes (83) Hurt yourself?: yes (84) Been out of the country?: yes (85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: yes (86) Burped?: all the time! (87) Been unfaithful?: never (88) Been in love?: yes (89) Done drugs?: no (90) Gone skinny dipping?: no (92) Had a surgery?: yes (93) Ran away from home?: yes (94) Played strip poker: yes (95) Gotten beaten up?: no (97) Been picked on?: yes (98) Been on stage?: yes (99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: no (100) Slept outdoors?: yes (101) Thought about suicide?: yes (102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yes (103) If yes, what is your record?: 56 hours (105) Talked on the phone all night?: yesh (106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yes (107) Slept all day?: yes (108) Killed someone?: um no (109) Made out with a stranger?: yes (110) Had sex with a stranger?: no (111) Thought you're going crazy?: yes (112) Kissed the same sex?: yes (113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no (114) Been betrayed?: yes (115) Had a dream that came true?: yes (116) Broken the law?: yes (117) Met a famous person?: yes (118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no (146) Stolen anything?: yes (147) Been on radio/TV.?: yes (148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes (149) Had a nervous breakdown?: yes (150) Considered religious vocation?: been on one (151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope, i get complimented. (152) Bungee jumped?: no (153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
CLOTHES and other fashion (154) Shoe brand?: i have alot (155) Brand of clothing?: anything cute (156) Cologne/perfume?: perfume (157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: pants and shirt (159) Wear hats?: sometimes (161) Wear make-up?: duh, i have to cover my ugly face (162) Favorite place to shop?: places (163) Favorite article of clothing?: clothes (164) Are you trendy?: i say no, but i'm sure people think otherwise (165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no
BELIEFS (166) Believe in life on other planets?: yes (167) Miracles?: it can happen (168) Astrology?: yes (169) Magic?: yes (170) God?: yes (171) Satan?: yes (172) Santa?: no (173) Ghosts?: yes (174) Luck?: yes (175) Love at first sight?: no (176) Yin and Yang?: no (177) Witches?: yes (178) Easter bunny?: no (179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no (180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: yes (181) Do you wish on stars?: yes
LOVE, and all that (182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: it brings back memories :[ (183) Do you remember your first love?: definately, never forget. (184) Still love him/her?: unfortunately (185) Do you consider love a mistake?: it could be (186) What do you find romantic?: a boy who tells me he gets butterflies when we talk (187) Turn-on?: sweet talk (188) Turn-off?: gross teeth, assholes (189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: nope, most cute boys are assholes (200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: id be flattered, and try to get to know them better. it could happen :] (201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: yes (202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: i get hella nervous. i never do it. its against my rules. (203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes (204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no (205) What is best about the opposite sex?: everything (206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: everything (207) What's the last present someone gave you? shoes (208) Are you in love?: yah, with somebody who fell out of love with me :[ (209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: i dont have one (210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: go talk to him
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... (211) That haunted you?: a ghost (212) You wanted to kill?: do i even need to say it (213) That you laughed at?: Tayluhh (214) That laughed at you?: Tayluhh (215) That turned you on?: TAYLORGASM (216) You went shopping with?: my gma (217) That broke your heart?: Josh (218) To disappoint you?: people (219) To ask you out?: Cory (220) To make you cry?: myself (221) To brighten up your day?: Ryan (222) That you thought about?: Ryan (223) You saw a movie with?: Tracey, Megan, Alex, Chris (224) You talked to on the phone?: Tayluhh right now (225) You talked to through IM?: Ashley (226) You saw?: people (227) You lost?: umm (229) You thought was completely insane?: people (230) You wanted to be?: a happy person (231) You told off?: All action, no words *ha, stupid bitch. (232) You trusted?: Tracey, Crystal, Taylor (233) You turned down?: people
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU (234) Smiled?: today (235) Laughed?: few minutes ago (236) Cried?: today (237) Bought something?: today (238) Danced?: today (239) Were sarcastic?: today (240) hugged someone?: today (241) Talked to an ex?: today (242) Watched your fave movie?: um idk (243) Had a nightmare?: idk (245) Talked on the phone?: right now (246) Listened to the radio?: today (247) Watched TV?: today (248) Went out?: today (249) Helped someone?: today (250) Were mean?: today (251) Sang?: today (252) Saw a movie in a theater?: like 3 weeks ago (253) Said "I love you"?: today (254) Missed someone?: today (255) Fought with a family member?: today (256) Fought with a friend?: few days ago (257) Had a serious conversation?: idk (258) Got drunk?: omg once, a long time ago, never again. (259) Had sex?: pch none yo biznass
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| OMG.. so about my phone phobia.. |
[01 Feb 2006|07:12pm] |
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As most of you know, I have a phone phobia I'm deathly scared to answer the phone
Well you know how, like.. the lines cross? And you can hear somebody else's phone call
ughh well im on the phone with tracey and it fucken happened again
i heard this guy start talking. omg my heart is pounding.
I HATE THE PHONE. ughhh.
i want to cry. i cant even explain this.
:[[
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| being suspended sucks |
[27 Jan 2006|08:53am] |
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Well I didnt even want to fight Laurel at school Being suspended really sucks. this is my 2nd time being suspended [for fighting lol]
But im actually a really good student and im trying to get a scholarship and Laurel fucked all that up.
Oh well i can still try. :/
Well since i have no school, I'm working all weekend. so i'll update later.
bye bitchesssss ♥
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Yeah so me and Laurel got in a fight today during lunch Tracey threw some ice at Taylor, but it hit Laurel well Laurel aparently thought it was me she got in my face and started yelling at me okay i didnt even have ice around me, and i had food in my hand so wtf she's an idiot.
Then i told her to get out of my face and she just kept bitching.. blahblah so i pushed her and she pushed me back then we started fighting and yeah
you should see her face its alllll swollen. Part of it is because i scratched her, but I have long nails so i cant help it. I did punch her a few times i know for a fact cuz i was swinging like crazy
I had fucking cheese in my hair idk how lol but yah so i just got out of the shower ew it was so gross lol
Anyways I just wanted to let you know.
it was quite funny. Ms Eschelman told me that i won the fight. She's like 'your face looks a hell of alot better than Laurel's
it was PRICELESS.
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So today me and Tracey were planning on fighting Laurel I'm not allowed to get suspended anymore, so i wasnt going to do it at school. I would've done it at safeway, but my grandma works there.
Anyways, it was really funny. Tracey got in her face and started yelling. Laurel was shaking and kept stuttering.
you should have heard everybody. All my friends were laughing at Laurel.
They were really upset with me that i didnt punch her. But whatever.. I'm not getting suspended over her.
Yeah anyways me tracey and taylor hungout after school. We took like a million pictures. It was really fun, i love them lots.
Tracey, of course, is my bestfriend. and Taylor pretty much is too. She was my first true friend at Arcadia. i dont know what i'd do without her.
But yeah I'm peacin. I had to work today, so im tired.
Have a good night.
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[24 Jan 2006|05:49pm] |
Laurel just informed me this lovely bit of information.
Nobody thinks im mad at them. They're just mad at me. That's all.
well then fuck you guys.
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[24 Jan 2006|04:48pm] |
Aparently everybody thinks i'm mad at them. I'm not really mad at anybody. I'm mad at everything. This whole situation is pissing me off.
1)Megan- I'm not mad at you and i never was.
2)Brittany- I'm a little irrated over the fact that your pissed at me for talking on the phone with Mason.. Get over it. I'm not mad at you and i never was.
3)Holly- I dont really understand why your commenting my LJ saying 'lalala' and Brittany saying 'ha *cough*', so aparently you guys have some little shit thing about me over Mason or something.. idk but its just a phone conversation. im not mad at you and i never was.
4)Melissa- I'm not mad at you and i never was.
5)Taylor- Nigger im not mad at you.
6)Laurel- I'm not mad at you, I just dont really like you. And if you know this, stop talking to me. Especially about everybody else. Im pretty sure its none of your business.
7)Emily- I'm not mad at you I just dont like you that much either.
8)Cory- Im not mad at you, its just you act stupid towards me sometimes.
if i dont like you, get over it. stop talking to me about it. its not the end of the world.
by the way, I'm going to Coronado in the morning to transfer back. Not like any of you are going to care anyways. I'm just a selfish little bitch who everybody hates.
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| I'm on the phone with Masonnnn <3 |
[23 Jan 2006|08:44pm] |
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Yessssuh. he calls me like every night. and i know your jealous. :]
okay well i just wanted to update. but yeah. woohoo..
im guna go now.
byee.
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I'm really sick of everybody talking shit about me its pissing me off
like the quote goes "talk shit, get hit"
you guys are lucky it hasnt happened yet.
and your so fucking stupid to talk shit infront of my friends. do you honestly think they're not going to tell me. and quit fucking lying. im older than you guys ive been through freshman drama dont even try it with me. im not guna deal with your shit. piss me off enough i'll just kick your ass. and dont fucking think i wont.
Cory Emily and Laurel can all go jump off a fucking bridge attached to eachother for all i care. try not to break the rope though.. if you can find one big enough for all 3 of you.
AND STOP WITH THE 'IM A BUDDHIST' SHIT. ITS FUCKING LAME. AND IMMATURE *cough cough*
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